I can remember being in middle school and all the girls were maturing and developing. And there I was…as flat as a board! I was so sad and I would pray all the time for God to give me boobs (you can laugh – it’s ok I can’t believe I’m talking about this). Well, I guess God was really listening because shortly after, he blessed me abundantly! And then you know what happened….I’d wished that I had less!
Like so many women, I have always struggled with my body image. There’s always something I want to change or a few pounds I want to lose. It’s an endless unhappiness.
Since having Luke it’s been super tough. No surprise after having a baby my body just isn’t the same. Places that I used to not gain weight now are the first areas that it goes to. Not to mention the weight I do put on is SOOOO much harder to lose. And it doesn’t help that I’m the WORST dieting and exercising person EVER! How the heck am I supposed to find time to work out when I already work in to the wee hours of the morning? It’s almost 1am in the morning right now.
I wish I could end this post all positive and say I’m going to eat healthy tomorrow and start exercising every day but I know that’s not true and then you’d be able to call me out!
This is my sTORI being written as you read. – Love, Mommy Tori